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[Dec. 3rd, 2009|02:30 pm] |
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My heart is sealed up, im not going to let anyone get to it so easily anymore. Im better off void of feelings, what is the point of letting myself get hurt time and again, even when i did not do anything? Neither did i ask for any of this to hapen, so why is it happening? Im going to give up on all these feelings, joy, sadness, anger, whatever it takes. All i need is myself, i do not need anyone to tell me what to do, to comment on my life, because im the lead actress here, and none of you are invited to my show.
> Save me, im lost.
Im withdrawing from this game of love.
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[Dec. 2nd, 2009|08:59 pm] |
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| | Carolina Liar - Show Me What I'm Looking For | ] |
Constant as the stars above
Always know that you are loved
So, i signed into Facebook and while scanning the posts, i came across this one.
Audrey Cheong -> Lim Er Lin: facebook told me to keep in touch with you by writing on your wall ... lol
56 minutes ago.
I immediately clicked on the "Like" button. Aww, :D when they are married. Hyuk, i think they're the cutest couple around.
Alright, and then i was reading someone else's blog, to be more exact, twitter or tumblr or whatever it is. I mean like, if you're THAT upset being in love, just DON'T be in love! Gawd, you disgust me, you make it sound like you'll die without him or whatever, you despo. I won't call what you're going through love, it's more like, oh wait, i don't even have a word for it. Gee.
Done. (:
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[Dec. 1st, 2009|12:47 am] |
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| | Forever The Sickest Kids - My Worst Nightmare | ] |
It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching
For the signs of the ones he used to love
He says he's got nothing left to live for
He says he's got nothing left
Woke up real early, after dance, headed to Mikey's place. At first, i was with Jeanette, Ben, Brandon and Gerald, but after awhile the boys disappeared, so me and Jeanette headed over first. The boys bought lunch for us, not forgetting my milktea. (: old habits never die.
Played Wii, Raving Rabbits & Tennis with Mikey, Jeanette & Darren. After awhile, the rest came, and somehow we played mahjong? Today i was on a winning streak, whatever stupid tiles i get still can game!:D Yupp. Had fun playing with them. Played Guitar Hero too, i think im not bad for a beginner.
Dinner was 8 pizzas, super filling, i ate 2 slices and cmi already. We were laughing until Gerald wanted to throw up. Lol!
Then we watched 90210. Then i got sleepy and was about to snooze off, then Ben covered me in pillows on the sofa. Can't really remember the rest but we had a pillow-fight. (:
Jeanette and Irwin left soon after, leaving me there. We went to the park, played on the swing and mini-slide, and the spinspin thing. Got really dizzy. Headed back, played a little of L4D2.
Mikey plays the guitar so damn well! <3 I shall be ego and say he played for me. :D Then headed back, Thankyou Taoni's daddy for sending me home. (:
Best day i've had in awhile. (: No one can make me as happy as them. Haha!(:
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[Nov. 29th, 2009|11:36 pm] |
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I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like
To have you here with me
I want you to know
You're not making this easy
2009 has passed really fast. It seems like first day of school was just yesterday. Meeting everyone, hiding in the toilet, lessons, dance, council, has everything really passed? Goodness, i've got a really strong sense of deja vu. Whatever it is, i think i have matured in many ways, thankful for everyone who has came into my life one way or another.
Looking forward to 2010, hope it will be even better, although i don't think it can get any better than this. (:
For now, bye.
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[Nov. 28th, 2009|10:35 pm] |
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| | Low Shoulder - Through The Trees | ] |
More than a love song can give
More than a feeling like this
More than a dim light upon the path you walk
More than my words can explain
More than the falling rain
More than the sun shines upon your face
It's more than a love song
(im waiting for you)
( Changi, Open House & Plaza. (: )
Back to LJ, it's more appealing than Blogger.
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